How many times we have awoken during the night, and the silence is so deep that we even can hear the beat of our own heart...and the beating is sometimes bitter...words that were said or were never said, an incomprehensible attitude, a phone call that never happened, a letter that never came, a wish that is still alive,but unfulfilled...
God is the only one who knows your inner thoughts, your frustrations...listen to your heart, and let it be heard...allowing yourself some silence to find out what you really are. At this moment, do not hide your emotions. If you want to cry...please...do it...maybe, you want to write, why not? Everything is permitted, since you are not going to offend anyone around you. This is a private moment...it is between you and God...He is your friend...sincere and present all the time.
"Friends always show their love. What are brothers for if not to share trouble?"
Proverbs 17:17
Share your heart, your feelings, open your mouth and concede Him your friendship.