As I told before, the way I see myself affects my spiritual progress.
I know, understand, and live how demanding is the world I live. Perfectionism, punctuality, expertise...it is a live circle.
This is how the world works, bus I am sure God operates differently.
If I were perfect as I would like to be I wouldn't need HIS GRACE.Sometimes, God leaves flaws in us to remind us how much we need HIM each day.
Just ENJOY. Enjoy where you are, who you are, and stop comparing yourself with other people.
"Before I formed you...I...approved of you." Jeremiah 1:5